Thursday, March 29, 2007

I Need You Here Tonight Like The Ocean Needs The Waves

okay.
so now i dont know what to do again.
i decided to randomly check kris' email again.
and theres an email from "lacy godess"
so i checked it,
and its an escort,
and he said he wants to book an appointment with her,
next time shes in london.
what do i do.
im gonna talk to him.
im gonna be straight up with him.
i cant do it anymore.
i just need to know whats going on.
see if im not good enough
or whats going on.
because i cant sit here and think about this anymore.
what if he wants to go see an escort?
maybe hes just trying to play a joke on someone.
but i doubt it.
im scared.
what if i get the answer i dont want?
what if this makes me lose him forever?
oh god im shaking like hell.
somebody save me.

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