Monday, January 22, 2007

Confused.

so once again im lost.
surprise surprise.
it seems he's talking to this Lisa girl again.
and also lying about things...
i deleted my myspace, and made a new one,
and so he decided to delete his aswell.
and she messaged him asking why he wasnt on her list,
and he told her its because I deleted it.
umm, no.
I didnt, He chose to.
i just dont know what to think about this.
should I confront him about it?!
or should i just wait and see how it plays out?
like I really dont know what to do,
I messaged her,
but i dont know what good thats gonna do.
im just sick of this,
i feel like im being played.
i just wanna know whats going on.
we've been so happy the last week or two.
and I dont wanna fuck it all up again,
and have us fighting a whole lot.
Because I really do love him.
its just hard.
I want to feel like im loved,
as much as i love him.
what do i do?!